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to someone very special by TeddyGoRAWR, literature

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to someone very special

I keep rolling over in bed expecting to feel you lying next to me. Every time the phone rings, I think it’s you. The doorbell has my heart beating harder in hopes that maybe you’ll just surprise me by coming over out of nowhere. I get a heavyhearted feeling every time I think of you, like I need to breathe a little deeper or else I’ll lose my breath. You do that to me a lot, you make me feel intoxicated, you make me feel like nothing could ever hurt me. Sometimes I find myself wondering if it’s too good to be true, but then I realize I don’t care and I don’t want to know, because I want the moments with you to la

aqueous by TeddyGoRAWR, literature

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aqueous

It slides across the surface of the earth, languidly encroaching upon the borders of the world, slowly engulfing the beaches of the places we view with such great beauty, but it is the cool steady blues that we really treasure, unknowingly kindred spirits with the water that birthed us. It is a portion of our life source. Though found deep within the earth and can fall from the sky, it’s still cherished in all portions of the earth. Though we desperately need it in all facets of our lives we do not see it’s beauty in the simplest of forms.

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rose colored cheeks by TeddyGoRAWR, literature

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rose colored cheeks

I remember playing in trees and trying to plant apple seeds. To me that is childhood. It was the times in my life that were spent jumping on trampolines, sliding down hills on pieces of plastic, and many, many accidents. I was a clumsy child, like many others that I knew, for we had not had the practice of walking so long as those older than us, but we were still determined to keep pace. I don’t remember very many friends outside of my family, but my relatives were numerous enough for me to be content. Like many other children, I was happy enough to do the simple things with some form of human interaction. I was the youngest of my famil

dreadful living things by TeddyGoRAWR, literature

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dreadful living things

For me, the transition from childhood to my teenage years was difficult and enormously blown out of perspective due to my incredibly pessimistic view of the world around me. I started hating myself in fifth grade, to me that was when childhood ended, and adolescence began. I always view adolescence as a horrible creature, a giant monster that swallows up the poor innocent children of the world and spits them out, to produce little devils, shadows of their former selves, that is what we become once we transition into adolescence, awkward unrefined living things, the underbelly of humankind. I will admit that my view of this period in my life

resuscitated by TeddyGoRAWR, literature

collisions of the soul by TeddyGoRAWR, literature

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collisions of the soul

Sometimes I do not believe in you. Sometimes I do not want to see your face or hear your voice. I don’t want to smile when you come around the corner with too many things in your arms, yet you still have time to wave, wave with wiggling fingers to make my heart soar. I do not wish to feel this way while in the places I am. I want you out of my head and out of my soul. Do not tell me that I am beautiful, please, oh please do not. Do not joke with me and laugh and smile at me, not those smiles that are reserved for girlfriends and love interests. I am not yours, and you will never be mine. The first days we looked at each other with some

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to someone very special by TeddyGoRAWR, literature

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aqueous by TeddyGoRAWR, literature

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Depredation by TeddyGoRAWR, literature

rose colored cheeks by TeddyGoRAWR, literature

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rose colored cheeks

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dreadful living things

resuscitated by TeddyGoRAWR, literature

collisions of the soul by TeddyGoRAWR, literature

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collisions of the soul

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Deviant for 18 years

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Current Residence: Oregon
Favourite genre of music: Post-punk, alternative, indie, accoustic, bay area rap, techno
Favourite photographer: Bellz
Operating System: Windows 7
Personal Quote: So they're vampire cheese eating mice?

Favourite Visual Artist

Mariah maroo =) Mahri

Favourite Movies

P.S. I Love You, Nightmare Before Christmas, Lucky Number Slevin

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Mac Dre, E-40, Yuckmouth

Favourite Books

The Things They Carried, Winnie the Pooh, Life of Pi

Favourite Writers

Dr. Seuss

Favourite Games

Call of Duty

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS3

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TeddyGoRAWR

Jun 20, 2009

happiness in it's truest form

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Thank you for letting me be alive. Thank you for making me feel alive. Thank you for letting me breathe. Thank you for letting me see the beauty in this world. Thank you. I can't say that to you enough. Thank you. I'm so glad that I met you. I'm so glad that you let me live with you in this beautiful world. dA, fix your moods! real mood: :love:

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TeddyGoRAWR

Dec 30, 2008

say you mean it

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Catcher in the Rye has made me nostalgic again. After reading that book I feel a little less alone, but then again, I feel a little more so. It's such a depressingly beautifully written book. I wish I knew this kid, I wish we could talk about the ducks and hate each other. I know we would get along so awfully, but it would be okay. On another note: Work is hell when they're all men in you're department. Correction; boys. They're always talking about their dicks and chicks they've fucked. I can't stand it, it's driving me crazy. I don't know how long I'll last when I'm constantly reminded that I have a vagina and they all have dicks, which t

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TeddyGoRAWR

Aug 28, 2008

ghosts in the night

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Last night I fell asleep high and dreamt about dying deer and dissolving snails. I ran over a fucking deer last night while driving home high. That is one of the most fucked up things ever. And then I ran over a fucking cat, while still high. Fuck my life. I feel like I'm turning into a ghost. A former shadow of myself. Dissolving into the darkness and prentending like nothing exists.

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b1gfan

Dec 22, 2008

Keiren, again I must thank you - thanks for the

on "free".

You're very welcome.

And on "Snowflake" too (you are just going to spoil me you know

)

TeddyGoRAWR

Jan 27, 2009

Oh, it isn't really spoiling you if I am the one who enjoys it so much! Perhaps you are spoiling me with all the wonderful writing. Really, maybe you should ease up on the brain power.

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b1gfan

Nov 4, 2008

Awww thank you for the

on "My Complaint" Keiren

StrayedMusician

Nov 3, 2008

_{re:

As always,

thanks so much for your support and s.}

Poetrymann

Oct 25, 2008

Thanks for faving my work. I truly appreciate it!